"Poetry" My hymn.

 You are that friend who came into my Life, As sunrises and sunsets unite, As your presence enlightens, As long as you are here worries diminish, You are the light my dark day has brought. You walked past my worries making memories, As special as a shooting star,  As beautiful as a Sunday morning, As amazing as you are in my life, You are the blessing god has given me in disguise. Your presence in my life is incredible, As much as the essence you have impacted in me, As long as the importance of you in my life, As far as I cherish ourselves together and apart, You are an indebted void whose absence is irreplaceable. Thank you for coming into my life And bringing me brightness over the lights, And delights over my dissolved emotions, And you over everyone I have ever met in my life, Thank you for being my guardian angel.

Really to say I don't know what even hurts, the feeling of me throwing you away from my life so that I am not getting hurt every time you move away from me or the feeling that you aren't here anymore and your absence is influencing me in every evil way that I couldn't help myself find me in peace.  If so one day you get to know that I am trying to move on by staying away from you dont think I am very selfish and I never loved you or I ain't sad about what I have done.  I am just still trying to stop seeing and feeling everything with a perceptive of what if you are seeing it, I don't know how everything will get normal, I remember a life of mine where you were there and I couldn't do this alone, Sometimes I even wonder you just gave me some just some love and I am already worrying over that some love that I feel helpless and numb because I can't get over of my feelings and affection towards you.  I am trying my best to forget everything but what about my own...