"Dearest Anxiety"

By Gopika -

 My dear Anxiety,

Waking up a morning your presence all over me dressed and undressed,

Going straight to the school ,

Wondering all the wonders,

What If my friend is not my friend anymore,

What If my school gate is closed and I am too late,

What If the red brown car just smash me and I am ded to the ground,

What If my crush is absent today,

What If I get a panic attack in the mid of my math period,

What If I am just lost in the crown in a bus,

What If my bones get broken and the nerves war with the muscles and the body is dead,

BoooooooooM!

I didnt get ready to the school yet and all the wonderings are when ANXIETY has dressed over me,

Anxiety here , Anxiety there , Anxiety evrywhere my body,

Coldness to shiver , Warm to sweat everything bounded with the rays of anxiety,

Neverthless what is happening around me dusk and dawn anxiety rose every morning and setting no where in the line of horizon,

A plethoric sense of grief and fear and euphoria evolving around me like Earth on its axis,

Like a shadow you anxiety yu followed me with no ends and destinies building up all over my mind with building blocks of anxious ety.

Suddenly awaken on a twillight thinking wat If the sun and moon just collide and I am ded,

Wait What! Am I lost or,,,,,

Anxious ety you are not my prior ity anymore.

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