"I know,You go through the same"

By Gopika -

 And I was tremendous and intolerable to stop the withering mind from realising my existence in few pieces of reckless emotions. It was a spring feeling that never lost its beauty in its essence every time it came for my retrieval.

Yes that's it I am talking of the overdosed , the anxiety , the spoiled honey. Yes ,It is a spoiled honey , My dad always used to preach me telling,"Child, You will meet many people in your life , You would have to sacrifice love and care for the people you meet , Some will grab your love and some would ask for it and there is difference in everytime love meets you, and the solution to maintain its mediocrity is to attract good influences along with you as you will never know the bad essence of people in your near and dear life moments" Yes dad, You are right! When my eardrums first got drummed with this preaching it didn't make noises but now it does, not only the ears but the whole trembling nerves that has with held of all the disappointments , disgrace , depressions and deprivations .  

Like every 18 year old , I can scribe with tear and blood but I choose to learn, I shall not feel lost , instead reborn every time I am lost physically, my mentality should take me into a greater level , the sooner I experience the most valuable words my dictionary i.e, "TRUST , LOVE , HEAL" the sooner I would love to wake up from its ashes. I feel at an empty ground, there I am standing under the wet moon around my sleeves under the yellow street light that has got mismatched in the presence of infinite stars , as I have lost one more reason I believed in the mortality of the universe and its beings. I feel ashamed to write the abuse 3 words of my dictionary i.e, "I HATE LIFE",how fathomlessly is the curse of the being who utters these words.Look kid , All that I wish to tell you is ;" Your body is not just your body but the abode of  god, the human piece of happiness , the art of love , the exuberance of the globe and after all you are the demeanor of life on Earth ,don't you ever leave its essence betray your sight" In brief I can tell you, you are the child of the world and you have come here to experience the beauty and what it has left for you, At a whole the globe is the god himself's gift to his children. If there are a thousand reasons to cry find the hidden reason in every 1000 tear to make a smile.

People come, impact your life and leave; this has been the piece of oeuvre I have seen beside every broken individual , this is not the piece I want to see in you; Rephrase the piece this way,"I loved her so much that I never thought of a day without her presence near me ,that much has she brought the embrace and slowly when everything started feeling deeply booM! It was just a dream and different from the true reality. Ok Stop calling me insane.I have loved someone for more than a year because I don't want to prolong the period like specifying how many because I don't think so It was true for more than a pity year but I repent that I wont ever reconcile with that person as of my decisions  I will love, But I will let go , We all have forgotten one rule of Love, Love has never promised presence, Love has never taught me its act of letting go that is what makes at a whole difference in every moment of  repentance. Shhhhh Follow! "LGRL-LET GO RULE OF LOVE".

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